She had never had any religion to speak of    though she had once felt the presence of God in the shadow    of an idol's statue,    a replica of one, anyway, a copy in a copy of a temple,    but she still felt the power of people's attention    (or had just finished reading American Gods and had an active imagination)    (the irony of the blasphemous nature of her religious experience was not lost on her)     once she had been pulled back from walking into traffic   and that had almost been enough to convince her that God was real   and twice, guilt and peer-pressure had convinced her to accept   Jesus into her heart, to be "born again" as it were,   but the re-births didn't take, and she stumbled into adulthood   more chagrined that she couldn't make herself believe   in King Arthur and his Knights   than in Jesus and his Apostles     She knew it the moment it happened   She imagined that she could feel the seed take root   She knew it, like she knew the su...